Rabu, 23 Mei 2012

dalemmmm,,,,,,,,

*Only Human...*

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
(on the other shore of sadness)
Hahoemi ga aru to iu yo
(it is said that there is a smile)


Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
(finally we arrived)
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
(But what are we waiting for?)

Nigeru tame ja naku, yume ou tame ni
(the purpose is not run away, it's to chase after dreams)
Tabi ni deta hazusa, tooi natsu no ano hi
(we should have gone out to travel, on that summer day so along ago)

Ashita sae mieta nara, tame iki mo nai kedo
(even tomorrow if you see it, though there is not a sigh either)
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
(like a ship going against the current flow)
Ima wa mae he susume
(Right now, go forward, move ahead)

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
(the place that's shrowded in pain)
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
(is where happiness waits, they say)
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
(I am still searching)
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
(its like an out of season sunflower)

Kobushi nigirishime, asahi wo mateba
(if you clench your fists too tight, an wait for morning light)
Akai tsume ato ni, namida kirari ochiru
(your nails become red with blood and shining tears begin to flow)

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
(even if you are left in solitude)
Tsuki akari tayori ni
(with only the moonlight to depend on)
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
(fly away using featherless wings)
Motto mae he susume
(and keep moving forward)

Amagumo ga kireta nara
(even if it cuts through the rain and clauds)
Nureta michi kagayaku
(the wet road shine)
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
(only the dark will teach)
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
(a stronger, a stronger light)
Tsuyoku mae he susume
(be strong, go forward, move ahead)



*MArch 9th.......*


nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

in the midst of flowing seasons,
I suddenly feel the length of the days
in the midst of passing restless days,
you and I are painting our dreams

sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsudzukimasu
place our feelings in the wind of March
where the sakura blossoms are going towards spring

afuredasu hikari no tsubu ga
sukoshizutsu asa wo atatamemasu
ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

grains of light are overflowing,
bit by bit, starting to warm the morning
and after a big yawn,
i’m feeling a bit awkward by your side

arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
kidzuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

standing at the door to a new world,
what I realized is that I’m not alone

hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
anata ni totte watashi mo, sou de aritai…

if i close my eyes, you are
always behind my eyelids
isn’t that what made me stronger?
I, too, want to be like that for you…

suna bokori hakobu tsumoji kaze
sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
hiru mae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
nanda ka kirei de mitoremashita

the dust-carrying whirlwinds
are entangling the laundry
but the white moon before the noon sky
was so beautiful that I’m fascinated

umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
ten wo oogeba sore sae chiisakute

there are things that didn’t go well, but
compared to the sky, they seem so small

aoi sora wa rin to sunde
hitsuji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
wakachi aeru no de areba, sore wa shiawase

the blue sky, by the moment
the fluffy clouds are swaying quietly
the pleasure of waiting for the blooming petals,
if we can share it, then that’s a blessing 

kono saki mo tonari de, sotto hohoende…

from now on, smile gently beside me…

hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
anata ni totte watashi mo, sou de aritai…

if i close my eyes, you are
always behind my eyelids
isn’t that what made me stronger?
I, too, want to be like that for you…

inspirated from : OST 1 litre of tears...iringan instrumen yang bagus dan dalemmmm,,,


kadang mereka tega sekali...

kadang mereka tega sekali....
tega sekali menceritakan betapa enaknya makan pempek dihadapanku....
tega sekali...menceritakan pengen makan mie aceh dihadapanku....
tega sekali...menceritakan pengen makan makanan yang pedas-pedas dihadapanku...
tega sekali pengen makan ini itu...dihadapanku....
tega sekali bercerita pengen makan makanan yang jelas-jelas makanan kesukaanku...
yang jelas-jelas semua itu ga bisa aku makan...
dan setelahnya mereka tertawa puas...hahahahahaha
sebenarnya aku ga yakin mereka mau makan semua itu....cuma mau buat aku iri aja..


kadang mereka tega sekali...bilang...
"heh kamu tadi makan apa? pokoknya ga ada makanan yang enak...enak aja...aku dulu juga ga boleh makan ini itu..."

truss juga sering bilang....
"mau jalan-jalan ato kemana gitu??? in yourrr dream....zzzzzzz...."
"ga bisa pergi kayak dulu lagi??kasian bgt loe...."
"heh dho..jalannya pelan2 aja,,jangan cepat2 kek gt,,alon-alon.."
"kamu itu,,ngapain lari-lari segala,,"
Y_Y
........

ato kadang mereka selalu curiga....
"tadi makan sambel ya?"
"kamu ngapain aja?"
"jangan petakilan..."
"jangan pecicilan,,,tolong.."

.......
semua tegaaaa....
tapiiii
baik sekaliiiii...

hahahaha,,,ternyata dengan cara ini aku bisa tidak menjadi sesukaku....control yang luar biasa sekali,,,ga bisa berkutik aku...
baiklah...
hey kalian yang pernah berkata seperti itu,,,!!!!!
awas aja,,,,aku akan akan pulih dengan segera,,,,
aku akan bermain bersama kalian,,,
makan bersama kalian...
tidak menyusahkan kalian,,,
tertawa bersama kalian....
apa lagi yah...
pokonya bersama kalian deh,,,,

inspirated by: dika, diding,dita, mbak murni, mas riza, mamak dan keluarga di rumah,dan semuwanyaa...
"terimakasih"

Senin, 21 Mei 2012

just wanna say thanks alot to....

Pertemanan ini tercipta bukan oleh banyaknya persamaan,
melainkan tak terhitungnya perbedaan,
kami bertengkar..,
berargumen,,,
saling mencela dan saling tidak mengerti,,,
tapi kami tidak memilih pergi dan mencari teman lain......
(dee, madre)

special dedicate for: keluargaku,PPSDM, BPPK,PPLN14, Andalieb halumee,dokter ples para perawat dan semua orang... 
terimakasih banyak atas doa, bantuan, support, motivasi, dan perhatiannya,,
semoga Allah membalas dengan kebaikan yg lebih baik&lbh byk lagi, keberadaan kalian merupakan bonus yang luar biasa dari Allah berupa satu keluarga bsar tnp ikatan darah ^^d